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sarahp50
i don’t know how i came to this website i just did. i don’t have an eating disorder but i am obsessed with weight and losing it but i eat because i don’t want to screw up my life. i guess what’s hard for me is feeling like no on eunderstands me. i do really weird things. i cook enormous amounts of food and then i watch family and friends as they eat it. i fantasize about food but i am afraid to eat in front of people b/c i feel so fat and i feel like when i eat people think why is she eating? i am on weight watchers and i exercise regularly but the weight won’t come off. basically, i am asking for a girl to talk to who is also obsessed and can understand all the shit i go through.
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Michelle49
Hey guys I totally know what your all dealing with. During the summer last year(i was in grade 7& now in grade 8) I was really unhappy with myself and my friend was really tall and super skinny becuase she’s one of those”lucky people” with a fast metabolism. So i thought why don’t i beat her..surprisingly i did! we’ve been friends since grade 2 and she’s always been perfect straight A’s and all you know what I mean. So I began to starve and it worked in about a month I just didn’t eat and no excersise either i went from 107lb to 93lbs i was amazed everyday I got called anorexic! i loved it so much it was such an amazing feeling! then I started to look at myself my hipbones were jetting out as like my ribs. I was all bones I liked it but aat the sametime I was disgusted.Slowly without realizing it I began to get out of my habits and I missed food. So I ate. Now i’m not sure how much I weigh. I’m still skinny i guess but now”too skinny” if anyone can please help me to get back on track and get back into my state of mind, it would be really appreciated.Thanks I will be waiting for my tips! ohh yeah and feel free to e-mail me (shell_15@hotmail.com) Thankyou and happy starving!
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Laney48
hey guys, i cant bilieve ive found this site. i am so glad that you guys understand what im going through… when i was in 10th grade, the summer after that i had lost 40 lbs in 3months and i really liked it.. what i did was eat nothing but carrots and celery and excersise all day long, i felt like i was really something, i am not 19 years old and am looking for some more tips bc i cannot seem to get back on that routine, and i desperately need to loose weight. i will do anything!!! please help!! please email me or contact me !!
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Gina46
Hey girls its me Gina as I had posted before. I had lost 20 lbs not 25 lbs in 1.5 weeks sorry for that error. I did obsessive exercising 24/7 and didn’t eat. Whenever I think of food, I put a rubberband around my wrist and snap my wrist, because then I feel pain instead of hunger. Over thanksgiving I realized all I was doing was laying on the couch and eating fats, fats, fats! I’m going to go anorexic again. Its fun it really is. I don’t see what the big deal is. When I’n not sleeping or doing homework I am exercising. Thats how I lose it so quickly. Well tomorrow I am starting anorexia again so I have to go out and exercise. Nice to see some more comments on here. And for people who are against pro-ana sites, stop telling us your stories and telling us not to be anorexic because its taking up space on the site and its worthless to us committed anorexics. Hope to talk to you guys real soon!
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steph45
hey burton its easy actually gradually descrease the amount of food intake untill ur under eating and over exercising i am now going back to my old way to decreasing my eating habits untill im only eating 1 meal a day n maybe one day it will be less i let the disease win in me because i have no reason to live nemore i hate waking up evry morning n knowing it will be another day to live. just remember being anorexic or bulimic isnt fun and games it hurts and sometimes i feel it hurts my family around me than actually even me even though im the one thats suffering. im with u i would luv to know how to lose weight quicker in secret with out the family knowing so soon again so if neone out there knows pls let me no my emails address is [deleted]
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Lilian44
hi im 15 years old and my birthdays comming up . im almost 16 weieghing at 147. I would like to lose 20 pounds by january 19th (my birthday). I dont have enough time to do it so Id like to know how to become anorexic just for the next 2 months so I can lose 20 pounds and then quit and go back to my normal life style. can somebody please email me back at [deleted] or add me on msn, or reply back on here . thanks alot
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I am interested in info on how to become anorexic. I have such self control in every area but have never felt the need to have control over this area of my life. Anyone help me get started?
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steph42
hey u guyz plz add me to ur msn or email mines [deleted] because i hav no one i can talk to about an eating disorder and i want someone who knows the suffering ive been through and still going through with my obssession with food.
my story the same above dont amke much sense. im obsessed wiv anorexia and bulimia ive attemtped throwing up 2 be bulimic, only lasted a couple of days because at 1st my throught found it sensitive stiking my fingers down my throught though now i cant vomit at all not even if i stick my whole hand down my throught. wen i stoped being anorexic ever since ive dremt of becomeing it again so i do but then i remember the pain i once suffered and remember why i ate again but i hate it i starv my self neway even today even the fact i know that it does long term damages and slows down ur metablosims those things that scare me or becoming fat it dont stop me of wanting the attention that an anorexic gets as a child i was diagnosed with a.d.d so i beleive thats part of the reason of why im hurting myself to get the attention i never got wen younger plus growing up up had fewer friends. i also hav 2 cousins recovering from it 1 was battling it from a teenager and is now 25 jst recovering the other is recovering and has just had a baby. deep inside i dont wanna be anorexic but the other part of me does because its the one thing i can do right in my life. i’d luv 2 one day get married and have a baby but in a way i know that will never happen because my body image is my main concern itrs a way for me to be noticed.
im glad i found this site because now i dont hate my self as much because i know theres other girls wanting to b anorexic like me untill now i thoughht my mind was sick wanting to be something were otheres only do it to be thin not 2 have a e.d
i am now seing a physciatrist to help me with my obssession but i believe that want help.
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stephanie41
hi you guyz im glad i found this site because before i thought i was alone and hated it i hated thinking anorexia was alright when every one i am around is against it and critisises it. im not foward anorexia nor against it because it does kill. i never wanted be anorexic it was never a choice for me growing up i was called a rake i didnt mind then down the trak from last yr to this yr i was called an anorexic at 1st i didnt mind it but then i got depressed bout it because it was my natural weight and then it started to make me depressed so then i believed and and beforte long i became it i believed my family called me it so they felt better about them selves because they were fat and i was not. in the end it got to much for me so i gradually starved my self i 1st weighed 62kg being tall aswell and then within 6 mnths i was down to 48kg i lost over 10kg i found it attractive to look in the mirros and having my ribs show but no one else seem to think so they thought it was discgusting including my sister that made me upset. wen i started to have unormal eating habits that yr we went to nz n because i also had 2 cousins who are now recovering from it after a long battle with it it only made me mroe determined 2 be anorexic becaise they got the attention and i wanted it. i was taken 2 the doctor every friday for the nex few months because mum n dad were suspiscious and that was wen i was 52 thats was caused me to drop from 52-58 because i foudn the pressure 2 lose weight even though i wasnted to bgive it up because i wanted to be anorexic so every visit to the doctor and weighing even 1 kg less was a goal for me and it made me happier than if it stayed the same weight because i was 1 step closer 2 acheiving it. i am also into modelling so that didnt relly help. my last visit to the doctor was after my modelling competition. wen i ate a big breakfast couldnt stop eating the night after my comp. and because i regreted it i didnt eat again until the nx day to lsoe that weight so i weighed less for my nx visit to teh doc. except i had put on 1 kg and then he sed i had no porb i agreed and i found putting on that 1 kg really distressing. although that was short lived i then got over it n wanted to live happier so i ate agian. and b4ore long i foung my self suffering again i lost 5 kg in 1 wk then put that back on in 1 day . and now i cant stop having days were i startv my self 2 be anborexic again its so unfare its distroying me cause i cant move on form that attention i never got from having an e.d so for bout a wk i’ll stave my self then eat again n b4ore long i’ll b back there. i know bout the damages it does but that does not stop me today i have now lost 5 kg’s but its not enough i now eat at 1:00pm and thats usually a piece of fruit and then i’ll eat a full dinner so i know im not eating more than i newsto before i stoped eating. i have lernt something dont let neone take away ur dignity i newsto have a life like every one else now i feel like i have nothing because food, weight is on my mind 24/7 which is why im finding having anorexia is my life its ment to happen to me im never ment to be happy because i have no one i dont have many friends im stressing bout working now im 17 so pls dont let neone ever take that away from u if ur too skinny be happy that ur that no matter if ppl say u eat or not same goes whetehr ur fat or not. if u havent been down the starvation rd dont. i have been down there which is why i dont see how it can possibly affect me nemore
if ne one has been down this rd and having the same prob as me pls email me at [deleted] and tell me your story. if any one has an answer to my problem and got ne suggestions pls reply

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